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[Nov. 28th, 2009|06:40 pm] |
dear ariana,
I read your journal entries.
love,
samm |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|02:32 pm] |
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December 27th-Jan 5th
'NORLEANS. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|01:18 am] |
What a lucky girl I am.
updates:
..went to the Barn Theatre in Michigan for 3 and a half months this summer.
-I can't even begin to tell you about the people I met and the experiences I had at the Barn.
..i'm in love!
-crazy? maybe. but wonderful.
..I'm a supporting lead in my school's musical of "A Man of No Importance"..I speak in an Irish accent and have many other secrets ;) hehe. so I would love if y'all would message me to find out when that is so you can come. I'm not toooo far :D
..i'm going to New Orleans for a week over winter break
miss you guys. |
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| cute summer |
[Jul. 11th, 2009|10:13 pm] |
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heyyyy y'allllll. I'm writing from the spotlight booth at the barn theatre in michigan..spotting the fabulous 3 hour version of the full monty.
so my summer is the best and worst experience of my life. I work wayyyy too much, but the nights I'm in the shows are great. we have these bar shows too, which is like a cabaret show with fun numbers after every mainstage show..and I have gotten to perform so many different cute and amazing songs. but yeah..those are fun.
I found a boyfriend! I came into the barn and was like..hmm no boys here for samm..but little did I know how much I could like someone. his name is patrick and he's from new orleans..but he goes to school in ny :) he is amazing? is this too much? ugh..im one of THOSE girls now I suppose..the girlfriend. oh well! he's a big sweetie and is talented to boot.its about damn time.
I miss everyone very much..but its going to be sooo weird going back to school.i will be in slow motion there compared to the schedule im on now.
I miss a few people A LOT.
my boobs got bigger and I'm getting bigger..gotta work out haah.
ok I'm so bored that I can't even do this.
you are all cuties of the night..creatures of doom..an enigma |
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| michigan |
[May. 13th, 2009|09:25 pm] |
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okay well. here i am. i made it to michigan. my dad drove me 12 hours. i am doing what i want. i am doing summerstock theatre. i am now at a best western. there is farmland EVERYWHERE here. it was really gloomy today because of the grey skies, but i'm hoping tomorrow is better. the gloom makes me very nervous.honestly, i've been so calm about this whole michigan experience since i got the job, but now that i'm here..WHOA THE SECOND THOUGHTS ARE FLYING. i am SO nervous. i am VERY scared. i will be away from home for 3 and a half months..and then i IMMEDIATELY return back to school. like i am traveling home on move in day.i just want that time to come honestly.i want to be with corey.i want to be with craig. i want to be with my friends.i want to stay on long island for the summer.
but i am very excited for this opportunity..i really am. i just feel very alone right now in this best western hotel (motel?).i just keep thinking i can not do this. i am scared i'm going to be in some tranny run down house and be attacked by a bear.
but okay..i'm okay right? if anyone can do this, it's me. this is my summer. i will be in shows. i will meet gays. i will meet boys. i will make friends. i will work hard. i will write home and know i am missed. i will cry when i need to. i will right ghhheyyyy journal entries on occasion. i just want you all to know i will miss you.
and i really want to get to know YOU. specifically you..okay?
i love everyone
michigan, you betta watch yo back...samm has arrived. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2009|02:03 pm] |
everyone thinks they can be Clara
and they just can't |
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[Apr. 10th, 2009|12:55 pm] |
When your being kissed do you like it when they hold your face?
hell yeah!
Did you sleep alone last night?
haha steve and diana fell asleep in my room.
Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
yes haha
Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
um Jose Paz<3333333
Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
um no. i don't think so. ugh so bad
Ever been in trouble with the cops?
nah
Has anyone ever sang to you?
yes. too much :)
Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
oh i'm sure
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
yes
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
i have literally no idea. that'd be cute though..right?
Do you and your last ex hate each other?
no
Are you happy with the way things are going?
umm overrrrall yes. i am such a lucky person. but like. sometimes my life gets a little frutrating
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Corey<3 i love youuuu
Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
i'm not sure EXACTLY what this is saying. but yes
Are you one of those people who are always cold?
nah. cold hands and cold feet usually though
Do you have trust issues?
yea i think
Ever felt like you're not good enough?
always
Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
yep
Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yes. craig actually said i have very SEXUAL eyes ;)
Last thing that made you cry?
boy.
How was your weekend?
it's just beginning! it should be good :)
Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to at all?
yes. disappointing
Honestly, whats on your mind?
just trying to get over some things..and i'm thinking about michigan!!! :x
Honestly, have you done something bad today?
nope?
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?
i don't think so
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yea prob
Ever really cried your heart out?
hell yeah boo!
Are you usually a happy person?
=)
What makes you the happiest?
musical theatre
and my friends and family
and candy
Do you believe in yourself?
yes
Last person you told a secret to?
God..umm. idk Corey..yes it was Corey
Do you like to cuddle?
no. but with Corey yes
Have you ever been to Europe?
nope!
Do you like meeting new people?
yes! i like when they're awkward and i can talk about them later
Someone on your mind right now?
yes
Is a best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend pissing you off at the moment?
yeah. but that just happensssss
Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
yep
Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
yes
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
YES
Have you ever worn the opposite sexes clothing?
in a show
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
hahaha um. dan and crew..i wont list EVERYONE
Do you currently have any bruises?
probably
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
drizzzle
In the past five days, what would you go back and change?
eh. nothing
Do you like someone?
not really
Did you have sex today?
lol NOOOOOOOOOOOOozies
If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
yes
What are you listening to?
grease
Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
nah
Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
no
Last thing you ate?
tunaaaa<3
What are/were you doing at 12 this afternoon?
chillllllllllllin
Have you ever cleaned up someone elses' vomit?
nope
Anything you're giving up on?
that dude
Do you take walks often?
yes
Do you like the sound of the dryer running?
um..yes?
Do you eat whip cream straight out of the can?
No. bc it's whipped cream.
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
always
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
umm like 10.
What's the last thing you cooked?
iced tea
is your birthday in a winter month?
nope!
Next event you'll wear a dress to?
EASTA
Last time you cried?
last night! haaay
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a B?
LOL! yes
Do you feel like you're wasting your time on someone?
omg. yes. that's enough
What do you do on the weekends?
ANYTHAanannnnng i want
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.
Ever go camping?
no. but sleep away camps
Are you someone's best friend?
yaaaaaa
When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
don't gotz any
Who was the last person you hugged?
craig
Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
eh
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
i don't like that
Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
Yes.
Is there someone you want to fight?
Nah..yes
Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
yes
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
no
whats your favorite color(s)?
to wear: Black, white,green, red
to look at: teal, orange
do you live in Ohio?
no
do you own converse?
heck yeaaaaaaa |
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[Mar. 31st, 2009|08:08 am] |
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i'm going to michigan this summer...all summer.
i'll update soon.
boys are dumb idiots
my family is funnnn
and i love my friends
miss you bitches
sometimes i feel like i'm guna crackkkk
but i work so hard to maintain |
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[Feb. 26th, 2009|01:24 am] |
i don't evennnnnnnnnnn.
oy oy oy.
you drive me NUTZOOOO
anddd i can't wait till summerstock audition bullshit is over.
i just. need a job. Guys, i applied for a theatre internship in Kansas. Yeah..Michigan and Maine too..but Kansas. What a thrill.
time to make some poor decisions.
i miss relaxing with my friends.
i live in a weird jersey bubble world now |
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[Feb. 17th, 2009|05:45 pm] |
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frustrationnnnnnnnnn |
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[Feb. 1st, 2009|01:04 am] |
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1) Are you into anyone?
yes
2) Did you like anyone last summer?
not really no
3) Who was the last friend you saw?
EDward<33333 and my babies
4) Who was the last person you thought about?
eddie..
5) How's your week going?
grandddddddd. very funny..as always
6) Is there anyone you want to fight?
a bit
7) What's one of your favorite colors?
green.teal.fuschia
8) What is a line from the song that is playing right now?
"are you ready to rock and roll" (i'm watching that 70s show)
9) What are you doing tomorrow?
seeing Forbidden Broadway..eh
10) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
yes
11) Something you won't stand for in a relationship?
cheating
12) Did you talk to anyone this past winter?
i mean..yeah? wait okay i get it now..yes. yes i did
13) If someone hit on you, what would you do?
i would be nice and feel flattered unless they were dumb idiots.
14) What were you doing an hour ago?
watching Dreamgirls with some bestums
15) Who was your last text from?
COREY<3
16) What color is the shirt you are wearing?
white with teal stripes..it's a really weird shirt actually
17) Where were you last night? And the night befores?
ADELPHI<3 causin probbbbbbblems. and montclair the night b4..havin a GREAT night.
18) Where were you at 4pm yesterday?
school..gettin ready to leave
19) Are you married?
No.
20) Do you wish at 11:11?
always
21) Next vacation you're going to?
i'm gonna hope like the Bahamas
22) Do you have any piercings?
2 in each year.
23) Who did you last hit?
bret?
24) What do you want right now?
just. i don't actually know.
25) What color is your hair?
dark brownssss
26) Is it dyed?
nah
27) Do you still talk to your exes?
yes
28) What do you hear?
that 70's show
30) Would you go back out with the last person you dated?
mmmmmm i don't think so
31) Have any goals?
yes. so many
32) What's the closest red object to you?
medieval times flag
33) Who would you like to be friends with again?
Lauren Dodenhoff
34) What are you excited for?
Wicked!
35) Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yes
36) Have you told anyone a secret in the past week?
yeah im sure.
38) Where do you go to school?
JOY-ZEEEEE
39) Could you date someone taller than you?
yes please!
40) Why did you stop liking the last person that you liked?
jerk
41) Do you live near your best friend?
i have many lovers. some are close..some are far
43) What was the last insult you recieved about your body?
umm..i dont know. probably craig telling me he needs to do my eyebrows
44) Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say?
i'd be like..uhhhhh?
45) How's life?
wonderful
46) Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
meh
47) Do you burn easily in the sun?
nah
48) You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends would come to visit you?
all. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2009|10:31 am] |
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good things are happening right now
i'm sorry, great things.
i'm so happy to be here..sure i have my lows, but i know i'm in the right place..i've never felt this right about a place. i miss eddie, caitlin, cory, etc..so much it's a joke though.
but my life IS a joke. i say it all the time..but i mean it. Sometimes the joke is hilarious and brilliant and the best...but sometimes the joke isn't really that funny and i'm not happy it's a joke. but it's mostly pretty wonderful right now.
my break was fabulous.
i wish i had all the time in the world to be with everyone, but i just don't.
i love you guysssssssssss
italian sucks REAL HARD
Happy Birthday James!<3 |
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| my night |
[Jan. 15th, 2009|10:21 pm] |
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oh Dear God. well how do I even begin? well dan loughran is lying next to me right now on his couch in philly. last night I hung out with dan and his friend kat at her beautiful apartment for a bit. then dan, like the angel that he is drove me to the holiday inn EXPRESS haha. so I could hang out with christina and other random montclair ppl. I ended going to "the dance" with the montclairions with christina's name tag. keep in mind..i am not allowed to be at this dance..and christina is in the hotel doing random things..while I am out impersonating her.
the dance was hilarious..and well it was bret's birthday..so he definitely was feeling little pain. hah. and then..in they walk..EDDIECAITLINALYCORYALYSSA..ETCCCCC. ohhhhmyyyyGod I almost started crying when I was reunited with my loves! especially in a dance that I was not allowed in at a festival I did not sign up to go to. oh btw, the adelphi/monty kids are at a theatre festival called KCACTF. so that's why they were all in one place at one time causing me to have a heart attack of excitement. I got to see chris bott! and ben farha and even katie perpall? haha
I had a fabulous night. that ended on christina's hotel room floor between her bed and the wall.hahah
now I'm sitting here with sleepy dan waiting to see what happens next |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2008|10:06 pm] |
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wow jeezum judybee's! i can't believe i just went through another semester of college! of a new college even! it's great getting to be apart of the freshmen class ALL OVER AGAIN. actually i'm happy about it right now..because I'm really enjoying the people I'm with.
it's weird being a musical theatre major though. i mean, i'm well aware that i have no guaranteed career..but somehow, you just know it will be alright..and going to college for it wasn't a waste or a joke. believe whatever you will, but ya gotta keep the faith. when my friend danny (<3) read my palm [on more than one occasion], he said that i'm going to struggle alot with different obstacles..and most of these obstacles are going to be within myself. SURPRISEEE hhhaha. yeahhhh ultimately, I will be the one who holds myself back. Danny also said that "ultimate glory" lies in my palm. So i guess that's good too :)
potential boiboi? let's wait and see.
for now, i'll enjoy this break.
1.see EVERYONE i need to<3
2.drag my ass to seaworld
3.go to PHILLLLLLIE
4.lose weight/gain muscle..or just stay in shape
5.DELCIIOUZ FOODZ (taco joe's with Anthony)
6.become stylish
7.organize my sheet music/get more sheet music...JORDAN
love you BYEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEE |
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[Nov. 30th, 2008|12:28 am] |
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the more friends i am surrounding myself with, the lonlier i am feeling. i'm always just sitting in peoples' rooms instead of my own. i am super independent and love being alone, but at school i need to constantly have people around me. and i have also realized how lonely i am without a boyfriend. my family asks me literally every time i see them if i have a boyfriend. an adult woman who i hadn't seen in literally 7 years asked me today if i was with someone. WHY is everyone so interested, 1st of all. 2nd, i have had my share of dumb idiot boys over these past years..even though i barely dated anyone seriously or for a long period of time..doesn't mean i have not gone through the boy phase of my life. i don't know if any of this makes sense..nor do i care. i am lonely and wish i liked people enough to date them. i also wish i knew how to even ask a guy out on a date who believes in abstinence. none of this is making sense to anyone. let me go put my clothes in the dryer..it's getting late
thank God I have musical theatre |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2008|01:10 am] |
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are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
omg wow. yeah. WEIRD FIRST QUESTION
who was the last person you had an argument with?
ummm..craig? idk we argue but love each other.
when was the last time you were really confused?
NOW
has anybody ever given you butterflies?
of course!
whose birthday is coming up?
rilzine's :)
were you happy when you woke up?
not really, nope
do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
yes.i sure hope so.
what/when was the last thing you cried about?
lmao. last night. i got emotional because i had some lovely colt 45. i'm sure it was about a boy.
would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
um..well i'd love to see a lot of people more often in my life.
who was the last person that called you?
craig
why do you like the person you do?
i don't knowwww!
has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
oh yeah
opposite sex on your mind?
STOP IT
what are you doing besides this?
watching the SOUP
any plans for tomorrow?
daddy's coming too visit :D
what's the last thing you ate?
snickers
is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
there are a lot of boys that mean a lot to me.
what are you doing tonight?
nothing! for once. i painted my nails, did the laundry, went to the gym, and ate a lot of candy.
when is the last time you took a nap?
earlier this week. thurs after ballet probs.
is someone mad at you right now?
i hope notttttttttttttt. hates it
last time you talked to someone out loud?
like 30 mins ago?
first thing you did this morning?
i said "ween 08 was a success"
are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
nah
who was the last person you imed?
i don't actually know
have you ever fell asleep in someone's arms?
yep
do you like macaroni and cheese?
not sooo much. i could handle it though
is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
a lot. not everything. i don't even know everything
how many months until your birthday?
a whole bunch.
what do you want for christmas?
new dance clothes
are you happy?
sometimes. i am bc i know how lucky i am. i am exactly where i want to be. i just am struggling with drama. that's what you get when you're a MUSICAL THEATRE major.
what side of a heart do you draw first?
rightz
look above your computer screen:
3 xanadu parafanalias.
your profile picture, where was it taken?
the hallllway! ween08
what are your birthday plans?
for next year? GOD KNOWS
If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say
nothing. i would sob
When was the last time you flew in a plane?
not this summer but last summer.
What did the last text message you sent say?
meep
What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
cute face.pretty body...but i really like the funny guys. and if you can sing.. OH BABY
What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
get cast in next semester's shows
Shoe size?
9/9.5
Been to Mexico?
not yet!
When is the last time you had a massage?
like a week or 2 ago. omg now i really want one.
What was the last TV show you watched?
the soup!
What are your plans for the weekend?
already had a great WEEN weekend. and i went on a mile AIDS walk with HANSON. who CAME TO MY SCHOOL TODAY?!?!? WHATTTTT<333333
If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
no?
What is in the back seat of your car right now?
probs nothing
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
sleeping
If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be?
zac efron
Have you ever been to a strip club?
nah
What is the best ice cream flavor?
forbidden chocolate or black raspberry
What is the last sporting event you watched?
i have no idea
Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
christina my roomie i think
Ever go camping?
been to sleep away camp but that's about it
Where is your mom right now?
with russ! enjoying their anniversary weekend
What color is your watch?
i just. don't wear a watch
Are you allergic to anything?
outdoor funnnz and kitties
Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
taps
What is one thing you have learned about life recently?
i am so weird
Do you own an iPod?
yep
Do any of your friends have children?
kinda
Who was your last kiss?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAH well. a random man on the dance floor. who happened to be black.
How did you get one of your scars?
razor scooter
What is your moms name?
lisa
Are you ticklish?
yaaaaaaas
Ever cried for no reason?
storyofmylife
Ever broken a bone?
yes. toe.pinky.skull
Do you have any piercings?
2 in each ear
Have you ever changed clothes while driving?
not driving. but in the back seat
Have you ever cleaned up someone elses vomit?
ew no. i feel like i will this year tho
What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
probably a hamburger
What is your favorite color to wear?
black or green
What is the longest plane ride you have ever been on?
6 and a half hours then onto a 5 hour one
What is the longest road trip you have ever taken?
9 hours
What are your turn-offs?
cocky people
What was your 1st alcoholic beverage?
1st? idk maybe a beer?
What was your last alcoholic beverage?
colt45
What are you craving right now?
sleep? |
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| long awaited? |
[Oct. 20th, 2008|04:32 pm] |
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this has been such longggggggg haha
i still haven't written my Piazza entry, but i promised myself i would.
i just wanted to make a list kinda like John just did about what has been happening in my life. REAL special stuff, let me tell you.
-i met cheyenne jackson and kerry butler, got a picture with him/her, and got them to wish me a happy birthday.
-i lied to kerry butler's face.
-saw and loved 13 the musical.
-i'm obsessed with the way i look.
-i'm obsessed with montclair musical theatre.
-straight guys kinda like me here????? weird
-i passed out on a couch in the lounge.
-saw tale of 2 cities, enjoyed it and emailed Aaron Lazar, who emailed back the next day ;]
-went to a halloween party as bombay dreams (the entire musical).
-got an upper respiratory infection like the 1st or 2nd week of school and had to go home.
-eddie and caitlin came to visit and we called MILLIONS of people. (BONNIE)
-the freshmen MT's (musical theatre) performed The Ballad of Sweeney Todd for a show called kaleidoscope.
-roommates.
-Craig Cosgrove.
-xanadu is now a religion of mine.
-i'm being slutty Dora the Explorer for Halloween with Corey as boots (Dora the Whora)
-went back to Adelphi to see RENT..it was nice..some ppl really owned it (JIM!)and it was so surreal being back..felt like nothing changed.
-did i mention the straight boys?
-i'm dancing like no other here.
-high school musical 3 has been on my calendar for months now.
-i miss my AMAZING summer more than anything.
-La Cage at Theatre 3 was AMAZING.
i miss my friends at home<33333 |
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| first phone postie mcposterson! |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|04:52 am] |
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| | "suddenly"-xanadu | ] |
tell me I can post journal entries from my phone..JUST TELL ME I CAN. bc then this is actually the coolest and most prettyful phone in the world. I really want to name her. it's obviously a her.. but let me think. melinda? ...no ..um. carly?...wrong. NADINE. like the creepy girl from hey arnold. my phone's name is Nadine.
I reallllly need to write a piazza entry. and I will. because it truly made my summer the most fantastic experience.. I also want to write a summer entry. ahhh such much many good things.
I'm not proofreading this shet so I hope my fingers are hitting the right keys which are Extremeeelyyyy small I must say *glares at Nadine* arite. off to bed. I love my friends. I need some straights. goodnight
xanadu |
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[Aug. 19th, 2008|01:56 am] |
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ohhhhhhhh how i missed my bitches |
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